so tonight this random dude comes up to me - i guess he met me outside, and remembered my name - tells me i'm gorgeous, then kisses my ear. i didn't know what to do, he had hold of my hand because we were shaking hands, and then suddenly this chick comes up and shoves me out of the way and bashes him in the face! i was so taken aback and a little freaked out, like a million people saw, and even though it was no fault of mine (i'm not the one with a signifigant other) i felt...dirty somewhat..
these older women near me say, "oh girl, what did you do," and i sort of laughed and talked with them for awhile.
"he deserved that," i say, and they say, "no no no, she's the one who deserves it for putting up with him, she should have walked right out of the club, never show a boy that you're jealous, it just looks bad on you.."
i had never thought of it that way, but i suppose they are right.

i can't sleep...
i have pen all over my arm...

maybe i'll use the phone.

*sigh*


out.