i can hear you through the walls.

dear larisa ann,
you're stupid. he's got you in the palm of his hands and he knows it. he can see it in your eyes that you're so tired of showing it. what do you do?

stupid move, baby girl.

this. this is going to drive you crazy.
you were in control at one time. how do you get it back again?

never again.
promise to myself. promise to myself.
for real this time.
never.
again.

ran over my cell bill this month. 372 minutes over. oh, what i could have done with all that money. i just needed emotional support. that's how they get you.
get you.

i want to cut my hair. it's driving me crazy. it's long and tangled. i'm so fucking ugly. i don't stand up straight. he doesn't make me feel good about myself.
and that's all i ever really wanted.

is it possible?

alone.
fuck.
spin me around like i was wee. chocolate cake and candies.
i try to like her. she's a nice girl.

and all.

you put yourself in these situations and you alone can get yourself out.
it's time your realized that.

larisa.