dear james,
wherever you are, i do love you. i'm sorry that thing ended as they did, but only if you're sorry too. at this point i guess we can concur that neither of us really care what happens to the other, and i guess that's just fine. things happen as they will. i feel much healthier with you out of my life. and i guess that's the final word on that.

dear jenessa,
i was listening to howie day last night when you flushed into my head like so much water. howie day, and suddenly you were there. and i said, jenessa, what would you think of all this? and your 16 year old face smiles back at me from my picture frame and i say, jenessa, can we ever correct these mistake that we have made?

dear past, dear present, dear future, i only want to know that i can live for this one moment.









i need to be clear.