i feel like i'm going to shoot myself. i flipped out at work today. just lost it. i'm scared i'm getting carpal tunnel due to the fucking bar.
and my new 16 CENT fucking raise.
fuck EVERYTHING.
fucking my 1's and 2's. TRY working my job for 8.12 an hour. i hate everyone. i hate myself.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck everything.
should i try to get a shitty other job until i find a real job? i can't avoid the bar there forever.
i've got to get out.
someone save me.
but i've got to save myself.
slept with a male hooper the other night.
and i never sleep with anyone.
i should probably feel better about it than i do.
but i don't.
or do i even care?
out of towners. in town. whatever.
i feel so stagnant.
this is it.
and my new 16 CENT fucking raise.
fuck EVERYTHING.
fucking my 1's and 2's. TRY working my job for 8.12 an hour. i hate everyone. i hate myself.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck everything.
should i try to get a shitty other job until i find a real job? i can't avoid the bar there forever.
i've got to get out.
someone save me.
but i've got to save myself.
slept with a male hooper the other night.
and i never sleep with anyone.
i should probably feel better about it than i do.
but i don't.
or do i even care?
out of towners. in town. whatever.
i feel so stagnant.
this is it.
posted by L | 6:47 PM
3 Comments:
Life sucks sometimes, but I think you'll be fine! Things can only look up - have you been looking for a new job?
yeah..i feel like it's all i do. it just get s so discouraging..
It'll all work itself out, L. It's gotta ... for me and for you and the world. My boyfriends says, "Life sucks, but sometimes it's okay." :-D
You can come down here to Houston and look for a job with me! hehehe...blah.
:-p
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