kinda didn't expect to get my heart broken.

*snap*

talked to mike d on the deck. says he's trying to figure out what he's gonna do for the rest of his life. thought he was going to marry kelly but life had other plans.

wasn't sure what my plan was, but teaching esl looks more and more appealing.

if only i can get over my fear and get myself out of this place.

if only if only.

one day i'll find love.

when i least expect it.