i guess it wouldn't surprise me if he loved me. it's all relative, right?


sent an email to an old friend today basically cutting her out of my life. for the moment. it was one of the hardest things i've ever written and i still don't know how i feel about it except for the fact that i'm really hurt.

did yoga today for a long while. hula hooped on the roof. got a new trick.

life's just going to keep going, there's nothing to slow us down -- we just keep moving....am i moving along too...i can't tell..i want to be accepted, i want to be real....there's a big world out there...am i ready?

i miss you.