i have not been writing lately, i must admit. i'm not even sure why. i feel overwhelmed. i just want to get out and go somewhere. i'm scared that summer will be over soon and i'm just not ready.
my face, my knees, my eyes...i need a new life.
d from my work called me up last night. late. found out his wife wanted someone else. why did he call me? i'm not sure but it made me uneasy. part of me wanted to run to him and make sure he was ok and the other half was like, larisa...just watch your step here...very...very..carefully.
took a klono with the last of my beer.
work early in the am.
new york maybe?
i feel good right now.
just a bit off.
night.