well.

him: you won't believe how much privledge i gained in six months, larisa.
me: oh, i'm sure.
him: i started taking T and then my voice dropped a few octaves and people treated me a completely different way.
me: it's like the day we went to the grocery store and i didn't know how i was going to pack those eggs without breaking them so i decided to hold them in my hand and the clerk looked at you for approval.
him: exactly.

weird. how the world. works.


i'm tired. i can't sleep. mike's alarm went off and it sound like a goddman mack truck backing up for twenty mintues while he took a shower so while i went and shut that off i decided to go and explore the kitchen and i looked for L, our ever lasting couch surfer, to remember that she left yesterday and i won't be seeing her for a very long time if ever.


and then whole thing just made me sad.



i'm gonna attempt to lie down for a bit.

larisa.