hey pretty boy, put on your makeup,

it's time to get ready to rock.



hi.
i'm larisa.
i don't shave.
i'm a hula hooper.
and a poi spinner.
i like glitter.
and fake eyelashes.
i like being outside.
and feeling the grass beneath my feet.
i long to travel more than anything in this world.
i don't know how to have a relationship.
or a boyfriend.
sometimes i think i might want a girlfriend.
because girls are so much more tender.
my favorite color is red on some days and hot pink on others.
i'm funny.
i'm outgoing.
i like it when things are organized.
i love having lots of clean underwear.
i like being the center of attention in my own way.
i like making love.
though i haven't done it in awhile.
i like fire.
and corderoy pants.
i like when it's really hot outside.
and going swimming naked under the stars.
i like hugs.
i want them everyday by numerous people.
i like film and video.
and i want to be a well known female filmmaker one day.
i like women's rights.
and i feel really womanly sometimes.
when i think about rape i cry.
i like women in high heeled shoes.
but i don't wear heels much myself.
i like boy shorts.
and have recently discovered that i love how i feel when i wear a tie.
i like intricate color patters.
and oil paintings.
especially when you can reach out and feel the texture.
i like watching movies with people i love.
i like snuggling.
and sleeping all day.
sometimes.
sometimes i like to get up really early and go on the roof.
i like being productive.
and having a full schedule.
and performance art.
ALL THE TIME.
i love music.
and dancing.
and especially laughing.
i could laugh all day.
i like special smiles.
kisses.
a glance between you and i.
i like finished projects.
gallery showings.
being surrounded by art.
and mannequins.
i like coffee when i'm drunk.
diner coffee.
i like smoking joints alone.
and then dancing to the violent femmes.
or the dresden dolls.
whichever.
i like being surrounded by good people.
i like reasurrance.
constantly.
i like touching a's dreads.
i think i want to grow my own.
but we'll see.
i adore chocolate soy milk.
i drank a whole carton the other day.
i love vanilla soy milk with cereal.
and eggs.
i like soy meatballs.
i love listening to my walkman on the bus.
i like karate training.
and being able to kick someone's ass.
if i need to.
i like driving on mullholland drive when no one else is around.
i like going new places.
ROAD TRIPS!
corporate commands.
sex with love.
feeling someone play with my hair.

i guess i could go on and on.
but i should probably sleep now.



larisa.