i feel pretty marvelous today. i worked out. i spun my poi.

this girl i met at the bus stop last night said two very interesting things. the first was:
"you know everyone."
the second was:
"you're fearless."

two interesting comments on me - first perspective, which is so different to which i actually identify.
but am i fearless?

when you put two and two together i realize that i am an axiety ridden worry crazy person, yet ...i also spin fire, plan to travel the world, go to nyc by myself...whatever.

i don't find these things scary, but when i run them by others, i'm always surprised by their reactions. but then ..
why do i worry worry worry?





got to go to starbucks and get my tips, then clean, then maybe meet j for a drink.
who knows.
right?



another thing.
"you know everyone."

she was the second person to say it yesterday.
now.
i don't know everyone but j has pointed out to me that i have over 300 phone numbers in my cell phone and r has pointed out to me that whenever we go out i run into at least five people i know.

small details.
blah blah.



off
off

and off.

L