i'm trying to come to terms with it. and i guess i am. i just wish i wasn't so lonely.



and i wish i felt like i had the ability to like someone.
or. i wish i felt attractive enough to even attract someone.

and i know that i am.
but i don't feel it inside.

part of me just wants to cry.
but the other half wants to sleep.
or be held.
for a really long time.
i want someone to hold my hand.
and kiss my forehead.





and that's about all for right now.


larisa.ann