my life is a series of meetings.

i've been singing the pixes for days.


i spun poi tonight for the first time in a long time.
since my interview is over i feel alot less irritated at the world.
i talked to joshua when he came over, and i expressed that he freaked me out, and we actually ended up talking about alot of stuff.
he's a decent guy, but he's a fool to try and get involved with me.
tonight at the table m and i told j that he was handsome and charming and he turned bright red and was like, "stop stop," but he loved every second of it, i could tell.
ha.
meeting today with rob about titles and streets.


this weekend was the end of alot of things.
first of all it was our last day of shooting for the institute. i've been having alot of fun on these shoots, and i know that i'll continue to be involved with them, even as a videographer ... i just hate when things end.
and then after the shoot we went to the glowlab closing party at AI.
i was given a yellow rose in front of everyone for being an awesome videographer and contributor to the gallery space. it make me really happy, but then i left it in a bar later on and i almost made jaimes take the train back with me, but then we were so close to home, so i didn't...
but yeah ..
i just hate the end of things...
even though it just opens doors to new things.

went to andy's today and i said,
ooooh my god, i can't stop singing this song 'hey' by the pixies and he just by chance had this old bootleg 45' of it, so he puts it on and we sang it together. he sang the low parts and i sang the high parts, even though in the song the low parts are sung by a girl and the high parts are sung by a guy.
andy is applying for some job where he'll get to go and live on the south pole!
i think that might be the coolest thing ever.
i hope one day my life is as cool.
even though many would argue that it's pretty fucking cool now ..
i think what i mean is that i don't want it to ever stop being cool.
when i'm old i want to be a plethora of stories.
i want to have done so much.
and have learned so much about every little thing.
i never ever want to stop learning.
more about art, more about people, more about photo transfers and pottery, more about working with mannequins and film, more about life and love, and magnetic forces, and maybe some math for good measure....
fuck yeah .....


i simply cannot wait for summer.



one day i'm going to be so fucking cool.

i just know it.


L