so...i'm updating...kinda

it's late in the evening and i'm sort of bummed out because i just sent my resume and cover letter in for a job that i know i'll probably get...that i should want...but i don't...

i love my job now, and it's lack of responsibilities but this job pays more...i don't really know...i'm sort of petrified.

in other news... i have been playing guitar a little over 4 months and start group lessons this week--i am excited!! i am also looking into purchasing a keyboard.

i am also thinking of relocating to canada because it seems endlessly cool the more i hear and read about it. i heard that getting a work visa is hell.

i also think i'm going to break things off with the girl i'm seeing...i'm pretty much only seeing her to not think about tara...but i am still thinking about tara,so good job, larisa.

ok, so i think my computer needs to be restarted because it's being all wonky and i should be in bed anyhow, so that's all for now.

adios.