give me a reason to love you.
jealousy is a bitch. and seriously counter productive.
i can't get this freakin' trick. i know that all tricks come with time. it's like they have a mind of their own. your body knows when it is the right time for you to get a trick, and no time sooner does it happen. i remember this when i look back, but whenever i'm trying to get a new trick this realization flies out of my head and i get so frustrated! kill kill kill!!!!!!!
anyways, school is kicking my ass. i have a D in ASL II. and i LOVED ASL I. I really think it's the teacher. and the set up of the room sucks. and the kids in the class keeping talking. who talks in ASL class? it's so rude! and these kids are serious kids. they are like 18 and 19 years old. they make me feel like an old hag.
psych i have a B. i want an A. and that's all there is to it.
who knows what i have in adv video.
oh, and photography. my teacher never has ANYTHING good to say about my work. last week she said, "i don't get it." well, get this. today i was so frustrated that when everyone went up to the darkroom i bailed and got lunch. i'm sick of her stories of how she met ansel adams and diane arbus. what-ever. and everyone ooh and aahhs and she says, "well, larisa, i don't get it." fuck it.
silly me decided to do the boston 48 hour film fest. you have 48 hours to make a film and they don't give you the genre until the beginning of the time slot. it's mega stress, but i want to do it. i'm the camera person. so yeah. but it's SERIOUSLY putting stress on me with school on top of it.
then i have my big show coming up. had a small one last night, it went pretty good. and then two days after my big show A and I are entering a contest. we can win up to 500 bux! i hope we can do it.
this summer i think i may start a business where i hula hoop at kids parties and then make hoops with them. i could make bank. and my family is really behind me on this. actually it was their idea.
i have a presentation in class tomorrow. HOLY FUCKING SCARED. i hate more than ANYTHING speaking in front of classes. i seriously stress about it. and i take klonos before class to calm down. so then i'm high for the rest of the day.
i'm sure i'll get through.
onward.
i can't get this freakin' trick. i know that all tricks come with time. it's like they have a mind of their own. your body knows when it is the right time for you to get a trick, and no time sooner does it happen. i remember this when i look back, but whenever i'm trying to get a new trick this realization flies out of my head and i get so frustrated! kill kill kill!!!!!!!
anyways, school is kicking my ass. i have a D in ASL II. and i LOVED ASL I. I really think it's the teacher. and the set up of the room sucks. and the kids in the class keeping talking. who talks in ASL class? it's so rude! and these kids are serious kids. they are like 18 and 19 years old. they make me feel like an old hag.
psych i have a B. i want an A. and that's all there is to it.
who knows what i have in adv video.
oh, and photography. my teacher never has ANYTHING good to say about my work. last week she said, "i don't get it." well, get this. today i was so frustrated that when everyone went up to the darkroom i bailed and got lunch. i'm sick of her stories of how she met ansel adams and diane arbus. what-ever. and everyone ooh and aahhs and she says, "well, larisa, i don't get it." fuck it.
silly me decided to do the boston 48 hour film fest. you have 48 hours to make a film and they don't give you the genre until the beginning of the time slot. it's mega stress, but i want to do it. i'm the camera person. so yeah. but it's SERIOUSLY putting stress on me with school on top of it.
then i have my big show coming up. had a small one last night, it went pretty good. and then two days after my big show A and I are entering a contest. we can win up to 500 bux! i hope we can do it.
this summer i think i may start a business where i hula hoop at kids parties and then make hoops with them. i could make bank. and my family is really behind me on this. actually it was their idea.
i have a presentation in class tomorrow. HOLY FUCKING SCARED. i hate more than ANYTHING speaking in front of classes. i seriously stress about it. and i take klonos before class to calm down. so then i'm high for the rest of the day.
i'm sure i'll get through.
onward.
posted by L | 9:55 PM
2 Comments:
Jealousy is a bitch. I gave it up loooooong ago! :-D
Good luck with school and your budding business - I think that would be frickin' AWESOME!
As always, positive vibes your way.
I recently read a story of a woman here in Oz who makes a big fucking financial killing out of being a balloon clown with some trick ponies in tow. she says she's real happy because all she gets to do is play all day.
And your photography teacher sucks. That she's going on about ansell Adams is proof. Who fucking cares about Ansell Adams? You're Larisa. Larisa wants to know about Larisa's shit and that's what she should be focussing on. And doesn't get it? Some times, there's just nothing to get. Sometimes it's just about the image. That she doesn't get it shows she has a closed mind. A Very Bad Thing for a teacher.
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