this is years beyond my desire to be condescending

just talked on the phone with p. he had some girl steph over who was helping him edit. it's 3 am and i've been drinking beers with james. steph tells me that she can get me job working for reality tv. "the hours suck," she says. "but you can make bank." i laughed and smiled through the phone. we exchanged email addresses. you know how it goes it goes it goes it goes.

some chick came over tonight, who had a date with mike d. she wanted to use my hula hoops so i let her. she wanted to see my tricks, but i was too drunk to comprehend. looking at james. that face. i never thought i'd have a crush on a transexual.

i keep eating nuts. make it stop please.

sometimes the world just keeps spinning....

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