I feel so alive - for the very first time..I can't deny you.

man...i keep spending so much money. today i bought :
*black vinyl hot pants
*shiny purple hot pants
*black fishnets
*white fishnets
*purple eyeshadow pencil
*fake eyelash glue
*eye pencil sharpener

being a pro hula hooper gets costly. and this is on top of all the money i spent on fabric last week to make my own costumes. which i still need to do. need a sewing machine...

life has been SOOOOO hectic. i broke down last night (friday) because i was so overwhelmed i felt i would be sick. it's ok now though.

hula hooped today with A. talked alot. learned alot. tried to be alot. got discouraged at my leg hooping. it's so hard to get it off the ground. it just gets stuck at my knees.

talked to P on the phone. he sent me some ASL crapola for my b-day. can't believe he remembered honestly. must be because the other girl he is dating has the same b-day. raaaah.

eeeeither way.

whatevs.

sometimes i fall deeply in love with david bowie. how about it?

should be sleeping. work at 6am. why are these klonos not kicking in. i wonder if they work anymore? and this is my new perscription. fuck?

what else.
show on monday.
class all day tues
wed - film meeting
who knows what next.

i am taking part of a 48 hour film festival. i'm the director of photography, bitches. i am very proud of myself for getting this position. it makes me feel important. how about it. oooh shit.

am i obnoxious tonight or what? ahhh.

sometimes sleeping makes me feel like a new person.

holla and out.

L