i'm a huge drama queen.
realizing that you have only yourself is a big deal.
realizing that you have no emotional support whatsoever is an even bigger deal.
so what do you do?
it's one of those nights where i can't stop crying.
talking to friends on the internet. they can't see me cry.
p calls. i'm sobbing. i talk to him for awhile. he agrees that it's tough. rely on noone but yourself he says.
am i going to keep running forever?
what the fuck am i running from?
i just want someone to love me. i want someone to tell me that i'm perfect just how i am, that my ideas are amazing, that all these plans i have to travel are the most beautiful in the world.
i hate hating myself.
realizing that you have no emotional support whatsoever is an even bigger deal.
so what do you do?
it's one of those nights where i can't stop crying.
talking to friends on the internet. they can't see me cry.
p calls. i'm sobbing. i talk to him for awhile. he agrees that it's tough. rely on noone but yourself he says.
am i going to keep running forever?
what the fuck am i running from?
i just want someone to love me. i want someone to tell me that i'm perfect just how i am, that my ideas are amazing, that all these plans i have to travel are the most beautiful in the world.
i hate hating myself.
posted by L | 9:33 PM
1 Comments:
Oh Larissa, Here's a big hug for you ( ). I know. I've been feeling depressed myself. For sure, it will pass.
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