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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

perspective

feel a little bit better today.

i found this awesome website. it's called delayingtherealworld.com. i felt really sick yesterday because i felt like my dreams were going out the window. i felt like noone understood. seeing this website makes me feel like other people do understand, and that it's going to take alot of research and alot of hours put in at starbucks and maybe temping or whatever else, but i AM GOING TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN.

something has to be said for the fact that i have such a crazy passion and desire. i'm completely crazy enough to make this work. i'm charming. i'm charismatic. i know that i need to see different things. i know that by doing different things i will find out what is is that i want. all i can see is green and blue and yellow.

i should make a bracelet.

(i've seen the demons, but they didn't make a sound..)

fuck what everyone else says. fuck what everyone else does. i don't care that i'm almost 25 and more single than i've been in my whole life. i don't care that i'm going to lead a different life.

i always want things to be exciting.

why am i even surprised?

i'm drinking this red wine that totally sucks and i burnt the hot chocolate i made for james and i. oh well.

i like good days. they are so much more rewarding than the shitty ones.

off.

larisa

2 Comments:

Blogger Trojan said...

Seeing that you work at starbucks can you either confirm or deny that they are now serving alcohol?

3:48 AM  
Blogger L said...

lol, i don't know about all of them, but we are definetly not..(though i wish we would..) we can't even toast bagels!!

8:34 PM  

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