psycho killer?

i smoked a joint with rach yesterday and then stepped on my glasses so now one lens hangs down all weird. i hate it. i tried to fix it back and failed. i'm going to have to go and and get them fixed when i have time. i hate myself.

tonight at work this crazy alarm went off for over an hour as were were trying to close. i kept thinking it was a carbon monoxide alarm and that we were going to die, and my co-worker is screaming, "shut up, shut up!", and the guy on the phone refused to come help because he thought we were playing an april fools joke.

today is my sister's birthday. she is 23. she is scared the pope is going to die on her birthday. terri schiavo died on mine. this upsets me more than it should. i can't get her face out of my head.

so i come home and my house is completely dark except there is this really scary carnival music coming out of james' room, but no one is in there. then his cat went crazy and clawed at me. i am uber freaked out. i just took a klono as i have to be back at work at 6am tomorrow and ...
i closed tonight.

tomorrow after work i have to meet james to help on his film, and then meet up with the hoopers to practice our act. then i have to take a shower and go to bed to open at 6am yet again on sunday.

my life rules.

i am way behind in emails. i apologize. sometimes i feel like my head is gonna burst out of my skull.

i really like the talking heads.

i guess i'll sleep now.

over and out.
L