sometimes i feel like i'm losing my mind. i try so hard. i really do. i can't afford any of my bills. my wrist is in shatters, i can't work the fucking bar...yet i have to be there every day. waiting. i don't know what to do. everyone says that everything will work out just fine, but are they paying my bills? no. are they paying my rent? i don't think they hear me when i say that i'm in serious trouble. that i might end up on their couch. no one fucking hears a thing. i'm so scared. so nervous. i should have never gone back to school. it was a dumb mistake. i just want things to work out. and i feel so selfish. there's no one i can talk to. i guess i'll just move along.
larisa.