just a little rant to no one

watch.
and listen.
live - breathe - begin.
listen deep. for i can hear you.
watching me through those woods that become my eyelashes.
or yours?
whichever.

drink.
up the wine of life.
because you know it's there for you.
you just need to see the good in it all.

i thought i remembered that i forgot.
your name.
or all these lights.
springing in the corridors.
of life under control.

my control.

i am under control.
i am in control of my own life.

and my decisions.
are not yours.
they are not your decisions.

so fuck off.