i have an acupunture appointment today. i called out sick to work today because i needed a mental health day. for real. i need to quit that horrible job. i need more time to do my video stuff. and that's that.
i want to fuck so bad. a woman. or a man. or both. i wish i didn't want to fuck a particular person in the room next door to me. he just gets me so hot. i wish he were healthy enough, or that it would work, cuz god. we would have the craziest sex ever. and i need some fucking crazy sex. considering the last real good sex i had is years and years prior, if that even was good.
where is all the good sex????
gah, i'm going crazy.