i'd really like to know what it is about me that makes me so not worth it.
that he can say to me ... i can't do this, i'll break your heart, blah blah blah, and then lately .. all he's been talking about is how he wants to go out and look at girls and then today he told me that he answered a personal ad?? i just don't understand, and i don't think he's doing it to be mean ... but it really makes me feel like shit. like seriously, what was so wrong with me that you could barely kiss me without having a nervous breakdown, and now suddenly you're on the prowl? did you ever even like me at all? and if you didn't then what the fuck. don't fucking kiss people and tell them you like them, tell them that they're beauitful when you don't really feel that way.
because it just hurts, j.
whatever.
that he can say to me ... i can't do this, i'll break your heart, blah blah blah, and then lately .. all he's been talking about is how he wants to go out and look at girls and then today he told me that he answered a personal ad?? i just don't understand, and i don't think he's doing it to be mean ... but it really makes me feel like shit. like seriously, what was so wrong with me that you could barely kiss me without having a nervous breakdown, and now suddenly you're on the prowl? did you ever even like me at all? and if you didn't then what the fuck. don't fucking kiss people and tell them you like them, tell them that they're beauitful when you don't really feel that way.
because it just hurts, j.
whatever.
posted by L | 4:30 PM
1 Comments:
oh girl.... that SUCKS! heartaches are brutal things. Of course he doesn't mean to be cruel, but it is existence that is irrational and makes no sense. I hope you are doing okay!
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