some other degree of insanity.

larisa, come back.
bipolar what?
how about i act out according to your rules, to your assumptions?
how about it?
borderline what?
go fuck yourself.
i know that i'm so so lost.
will san francisco help?
god, it fucking hurts right in my heart that you don't feel that way.
because i thought that somehow .. maybe you did.
and now i just feel used.
and unattractive.
so let's make myself all the more unattractive.

time for work.
out.