silence.

1. rape triggers fucking suck. i've been dealing with this shit all week. i feel so lonely. it's hard to talk about it with anyone. instead i've been listening to alot of sarah mclaughlan.

2. being lonely sucks. sarah mclaughlan probably isn't helping. thanks for calling me back, chris. not that it matters, i'm just some chick you fucked while on vacation. but it would be nice.

3. indecision. indecision.

4. what the fuck matters anyways? you're just going to compare yourself to james anyways.

5. somebody fucking kiss me.

6. i hate being this sad.

7. i wonder if i'll feel depressed forever.

8. what are jobs? why do i have to feel like i need to do something to feel important in my life?

9. what the fuck is 40 hours a week?

10. can one call a rape crisis hotline 3 years fucking later 3 fucking years later?

11. it's more than this.

but sometimes you're all i see.