all i wanted for xmas was a world atlas, and all my mom got me was clothes clothes clothes.

i used to want to be an activist so badly. i was just too scared to make the connections. i see events that i'd like to go to sometimes... too scared to go... what am i scared of? rejection? not being cool enough? they say it's not about being cool, but it seems like it is... i wonder if i'll ever feel secure in myself..
blah.