hello.

i'm sitting here waiting for alicia to call me back. we're going to go over to karen's. she's having a party.

in truth i don't want to go. i slept all afternoon. i've been feeling exhausted. still waiting for my period.

also, it's going to be one of those drug parties. i know i can so no. it's not that. or is it? i don't know what it is. i suppose i could go and buy some beer/wine/whatever on the way over but i'm poor. and these arn't drinking people. i'd just rather drink. at least with drinking you can monitor. i just don't feel like being around a bunch of people on drugs right now. or ever? and i just don't feel comfortable around them unless on on drugs. i can block everything out. i think i took mushrooms at every party that karen had over the summer. but i have to work tomorrow. and mushrooms just make my stomach feel sick.

i feel lame..

this coming week is spring break. i am estatic. i can't wait to catch up on everything.

i need to do laundry. i smell horrible.

been telling more people about leaving the country. i want to go to austrailia. or new zealand. somewhere..

i can't stop eating. blah.

L