so i talked to my mom again tonight. it went alot better than our last conversation. i think she sort of understands where i'm coming from now. i told her that i was worried that i would never find what i wanted to do, and this is a huge worry. she went on and on about how everyone is like that, which is true, but i am determined to make my life different.

i've been thinking about looking into media jobs overseas. i think it would be really cool. if i could work on a film, or in a tv station or something. i mean..i do have the degree. who knows what will happen. i've got to find something somewhere...

last night went ok. andreas was there! for the readers of my old journal, andreas was the man i married in the woods last summer at a crazy (hazy) festival. since then andreas and i have decided to remain friends. he drove me to the T station. he is a very inspriration man. he teaches jewish childen to do stuff like climb ropes. he also travels alot to places like peru. he is also exactly 10 years older than me which i like.

tonight i decided to stay in and get stuff done. i love that no one is home.. ahh. i'm gonna take a shower and make some calls. maybe write more later.
xxo
larisa