i wonder if i'll ever become boring. or if i'm boring now. sometimes i feel so horribly boring.
talking to mark on the phone tonight. sooo nice to catch up.
we're gonna hang out on wednesday!
thank god alicia gave me a ride home last night.
i slept some today and went and got a new hat.
i left all my money at home - what???
so j had to buy the hat for me.
god, lately we're so couply when we're out together.
he had to give his ID at the cashier, god it was one of those awkward moments...
the girls grabs his id and says, "hey! my name is j......." and then says nothing.
silence.
j says, "do you spell it the same way?"
she looks up and says, "no i spell it *****," and he nods.
she glaces at me.
i mean...we're at the register and it's obviously me with the hat, but him paying, and she's just seen the picture of his id from a few years ago. i smile.
it always is kinda awkward.
it's so weird lately. i've been so tired, but like...i'm having trouble sleeping or staying asleep for very long. maybe it's stress?
oh whatevs.
shoot tomorrow!!
i'm excited.
i have therapy at 8:30am which i am so not excited about.
but we'll see how it goes.
i haven't even decided what i'll talk about.
oh yes.
X
talking to mark on the phone tonight. sooo nice to catch up.
we're gonna hang out on wednesday!
thank god alicia gave me a ride home last night.
i slept some today and went and got a new hat.
i left all my money at home - what???
so j had to buy the hat for me.
god, lately we're so couply when we're out together.
he had to give his ID at the cashier, god it was one of those awkward moments...
the girls grabs his id and says, "hey! my name is j......." and then says nothing.
silence.
j says, "do you spell it the same way?"
she looks up and says, "no i spell it *****," and he nods.
she glaces at me.
i mean...we're at the register and it's obviously me with the hat, but him paying, and she's just seen the picture of his id from a few years ago. i smile.
it always is kinda awkward.
it's so weird lately. i've been so tired, but like...i'm having trouble sleeping or staying asleep for very long. maybe it's stress?
oh whatevs.
shoot tomorrow!!
i'm excited.
i have therapy at 8:30am which i am so not excited about.
but we'll see how it goes.
i haven't even decided what i'll talk about.
oh yes.
X
posted by L | 7:59 PM
2 Comments:
Awkward moments are so.... well, awkward! I know them too well. I've been asked countless times whether my mother has remarried. No. But she has been in a 23 year relationship with Cathy. Is that my stepfather? No. Then what's the deal? There IS NO deal! They're just two people who are in love. What does it matter what sex they are?! It can get so frustrating.
You sound like a marvelous companion to J. I'm glad you two get along so well. Who knows where things will go... Just keep riding out those awkward moments. After enough of them they start to become normal. Although it makes me sad that something awkward should have to become normal. It should just BE normal in the first place. Sigh...
Erin
yeah...it's just weird cuz he'll have to show his id and then they see that his gender says female, and then it seems like we're together and then they look at me sideways because they think i'm a lesbian. then they don't know what to think. it's crazy.
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