i think i'm doing ok.

i had a meeting with the panama guy last night and it looks like i might be going to panama for the months of december and january. fucking awesome. now i just need to tell alicia...that i won't be moving to sf. it's weird because i was getting really excited about sf... i don't know. it's all so confusing sometimes. i mean. things are going well with the institute, i'm working on this fundraiser.......gahh.....

fundrasier of doom!

i've got to head down to goodvibes right now to see about this gift certificate. oh yeah, and i've got to make hoops.

fuckin'oli.











sometimes i get so excited.
and i'm like -- it's gonna be ok.

other times i wonder if i'm ignoring all my real responsibilites....
not saving for my old age..i don't know... you know what i mean.


i just want so much and i want it now.
now motherfucker now.



oh good lord.