talked to laura last night. that was nice.




ok. ok.

i feel like i might actually be making progress!


last night was fucking hard, but it was GOOD.

i guess i don't feel as angry.
i feel disturbed, sure.
and then i came home and found this letter i wrote to rich that i never sent.
and it completely details my rape.
i am admitting my rape.


things are going to get better.



i am proud of myself for seeking out support when i need it.
asking for help is a big deal, and i did it!



i might rest a bit before therapy..i need it.