i feel a little better today. joshua stopped by and we had tea.
now i'm sleepy.
things are getting better with j. slowly. i'm still angry with him.
i've got alot to write about, but i'm also very tired.
hm.

lately i've been very lonely. i really think it's the cause of all my sadness. i don't feel close to anyone.
and i guess i should stop giving myself shit and just allow myself to be sad. i did just lose my best friend after all.

yoga makes me feel better.
i'm gonna sleep now so i have time to do some in the morning before work.

larisa*