tomorrow is standing still.

had a long talk tonight with my ex fiance. it went well. it starts out normal and by the end we end up all mushy. things between us were so crazy, we were just so young, and the accident fucked us.

fucked me anyways.

we talked tonight about how we think things would be different.

would they be?

surely, chris would not have gotten into the hell's angels and maybe some of us would be more stable.

it's hard to say what would change.

i've been lonely lately. lots of people moving away.


all i ever wanted was some stability.