stay if you want to.

alicia just called me lost in sf and i went online and searched for her on all these maps!

edit: ok, she took a cab and she's safe and home now.
phew...


ok..so i talked to that girl on the phone for a bit... i was thinking that i was just going to tell her that i wasn't interested blah blah blah....but when i got on the phone with her...i don't know. her voice was sweet...who knows? i think i'm gonna give her a chance. i think we're going on a date next week!

i'll update on that for sure.

life's going ok.

the weather started getting colder, which means my mood drops, which means i might be blogging more. i did well this summer as i always do. i really should move to a milder climate....my depression gets so much better in the summer.. i have life, i don't drink my life away like how i do in the winter....it's just all different.

i'm hoping i can make this winter different.

coming out is such a journey.... i guess i never realized... i never analyzed why i did such stupid shit and why i fucked boys i couldn't care less about.

oh well, the past is past and time is now.

i went to martha's vineyard today, it was pretty cool. lots of trees, more than boston.
but of course, but of course.

i miss micah.
i miss alicia.




i miss alot of stuff.

but i am doing ok and that's all that matters sometimes.










hearts,
larisa