i'm sick and tired.
tonight j leaned over me and said to micah - "i just got sad because it's been so long since i've been in love that i forget what it's like."
and i just wanted to cry.
because i remember.
because i'm in love with you, jaimes.
who the fuck are all these people?
i shouldn't drink so much.
now i have to go to bed and get up for work, but i'm wasted.
i am in control of my own future, i know this.
so why can't i get the fuck out of my own way?

happy valentine's day.

larisa.